IDOLS CRAVING BALLERINAS

One of those days. When you walk around with your ass hanging out all day & hope no one will object, or stare, but they do. When you realise you've lost your headphones but haven't noticed because you've been driving everywhere for over a week. When you walk into the library absent mindedly on your phone & get asked to leave. When you find yourself walking behind a girl with the most gorgeous black suede boots you may have ever seen, & your first instinct is to go & ask her where she got them wears away as you analyze her everygirl fashion & her phone shop clothed boyfriend & decide that it was a flook so you forget about asking her. When you find yourself walking behind your English teacher all the way home but decide it would be too awkward to go & say hello even though you would like to talk to her like a normal person. When you sit in art looking at your notes after telling your teacher you didn't want to do something to do with disintegration & realise all your notes are about a project to do with disintegration, when did you write those? When did you think that? When you want to cry because of this & then can't concentrate in physics because of this. Hello darkness my old friend.